星期一, 12月 06, 2004
Few days ago i went to e spore idol final jus to go there n c jerry, but who knows somethings happen tt day... I get to c jerry n even get to c him too... He's so cute when he dance n i also found tt he had sang very well tis time.... Omg! Cant believe tt, i really cant believe he had sang tt well... HAHA... Cheers for him!!! After e show Mr XXX called me n told me tt they will be havin a celebration at hard rock cafe so i told him i wanna go, bt he say i nd a ticket to get in while he only hv two for he's friends.... I'm so sad n told him nvm i will go there wait for him, he dun allow me to do so at 1st bt i keep sayin i wanna go n finally he let me go n ask me to call him when i reach.... So me n my frenz when to fetch a cab outside e road bt cant get any n at tis time my phone rang, Mr XXX called again... Tis time he ask me am i alright cos i look sad, i told him of cos i'm alright is jus tt i cant fatch any cab (He tot i'm sad cos sly is out bt i told him no cos i told him before i begin nt to like sly le cos of some problem) n den he hang up ... In e end we choose to on called a cab n get in time to reach there when they jus reach there too... Wahaha so happy me n qi get off e cab as fast as we can n i put her to stand infront of chris... She get to tok to chris n i faster turn back to jerry n he seen like didnt saw me at first cos e moment he saw he was shock n walkin toward me ... I'm so happy n we spend bout 10 min outside hard rock chattin wid jerry n chris at e same time... We even took a group pic together which is request by chris dad, they went in together soon he pic had taken n we wait outside after tt... Guess wat few min later a guy went out n ask who wan ticket to go in while i saw him holdin a ticket on his hand me n jasmine, both at e same time say wan it bt who knows he gave it to me... Wahahaha... I was so happy at e time cos i finally got a tix in to c jerry le bt was sad at e same time cos i only hv one which i dun wish to go in myself, soon karen they all hv went hm so only left me n qi waitin for sharon n co to reach ... Once they reach i told em bout e tix i hv they keep askin me to go in myself, of cos i keep sayin i dun wan la n they bring me to e door outside e cafe n i saw a guy there who has a tix on he's pocket so i try to say louder to let him heard tt i nd one more tix.... Haha... Stupid right? But he really walk towards me n gave it to me lor, i'm happy holdin two tix runin down n show it to all my friends... Now e problem cum, who's gonna go in wid me??? I ask huiqi to go in wid sharon cos she wannac chris while sharon wanna c sly bt qi dun wan so i went in wid sharon in e end... We got in n saw jerry jus right infront of me n he was to happy to c me in n ask how i got in, i told him two kind guy gave it to me... He intro he's friend to me... E next person i saw is chris he ask e same things as jerry n of cos i answer him e same la... Hahaha... He seen like drunk so i ask him n he ask no, he dun drink de but i dun believe cos he dun look like him at all he was dancin all e way like he's drunk... Hahaha... I was so borin inside cos nth to do haiz... We were standin there doin nth till chris walk towards n turn to a fans cos they wanna tk photo wid him i was like he act like nv saw me n turn around, i think he saw my reaction tt's y he turn to me n suddenly giv me a hug while i'm takin to sharon... At tis point i asked him where's his gf he say "NO! i dun hv gf", den i say dun bluff n we stop e topic after... We receive a called from friends she say gets a ticket too so we ask her to cum in n find us lor, when i was drinkin beer david was standin infront of me n ask "my dear r u sure u can drink?" n i reply him "my dear i'm 18"... He jus say okay smile n walk away, at tis tim our friend has cum up while we walkin pass jerry, he ask me i'm borin ar i say yes la... Suddenly a guy stop me n put on a pass to get in to e room which only idol n sponsor can get in i was like wat's tis n he told u can get in le so i ask him can giv it to my friends too cos i noe sharon wanted to c sly who hide inside e room n he say okay ... We faster walk inside e room n saw sly we stand takin nt event 5 min n he say he nd to go downstair n say hello to fans n ask we to be gd gal n wait for him upstair n will be back soon ... So we wait n wait n wait...... Suddenly our friends say sly left le so we went down n c n he really left le, sharon was so sad n walk up together cos i say i wanna c jerry ... When we went up i saw Mr/Ms ZZZ who my friend wanna tk photo wid ( name cant be say out who e idol is) he ask me wat happen to sharon i told Mr/Ms ZZZ she sad cos sly went back le ... Mr/Ms ZZZ say sly went back le den cum find him, i was like i'm nt lor i dun even like sly y muz he say tt to me ... OMG i was so sad n walk away even feel like cryin lor.... Bt i stop myself n told my friends i wanna go hm le n they say okay, so i walk to jerry n told him i wanna go hm le, he say okay... N i went off jus like tis ... I'm really very sad cos i really dun like sly y no one believe it they only saw me standin beside karen durin her interview bout sly bt no one know i hv be interview bout jerry n chris too bt they didnt show out... Y they cant say me bout jerry or chris? Y muz me sly??? y? y? y? But really luckly n thanks jerry i hv him cos he's always be there for me jus like i do for him... Haiz although he keep askin me dun think too much bout tis, i can say tt till now i still cant forget or forgive myself for standin beside karen while she's interview by media.... I cant blame anyone cos is all my fault n i only can blame myself... Sad Sad ... Sob sob...