星期六, 1月 29, 2005
I really dun noe wat's wrong wid me, my mood is very down tis few days..... Everything i do or say seen like is nt right n good, tryin my best to make myself feelin happy n smile but it's really hard when i'm alone.... Now adays i like to be alone cos tt e only time i'm feelin better n also give me e chance to think wat i had done or say is right ant..... I dun even noe wat's wrong wid me, y am i feelin unhappy wid myself???? Really too many things happen together le.... 1st is i'm nt really tt happy as before wid my work n everybody in my office, 2nd my mood change very fast n i seen like will get angry very easy ..... I only can say everything seen nt right to me n i dun even noe wat i wan or wat happen, i can only say i wish to be alone .... Whoever cames to tok or say me i will scold em back but is nt wat i wan de i jus can control myself..... I jus wanna noe wat's wrong wid me, y will i became like tt ...... To those who i did scold back or say back, i like to say sorry i really dun mean it de i jus wish to be alone for tis few days n think myself..... i really wish to get back my phone soon cos tt's really mean alot's to me.... haiz.... sobsob..... I think only daniel can make me happy n smile le ba.... I really miss him toooooo much le.... Keep seenin e video tt u sang jay zhuo bday song for me, make me feel like cryin n feelin my heart has broke cos i really dun tis time u cum will i still get e chance to get near u or play n joke wid u .... Lot's of things has change le maybe even u also change le but my love for u will always be e same n cant be change de, unless one day u told me u dun love or like me .... Daniel, u r really important to me... If one day everyone choose nt to believe me n leave i wont mind as long as u trust me n be by my side i'm happy enough le .... Even i noe all tis cant be happen de but i'm willin jus to tk it as a dreams, at least tis dreams is a very nice n swt dreams i ever had n also wish tis dreams wont be a wake... REALLY! Really hope tis dreams will last forever in my mind.... haiz.... I think is time for me to have a gd rest le ba..... N hope everythings will be back to before can le..... Really sorry to my family n frenz...... Pls forgive me for watever i say or done.....