星期五, 4月 07, 2006
Today is a bad day to me... Knowin goin out my bf will have fun but also know things will help too... We went shoppin at tampines mall and when for prawning till 1 den reach hm, jie was nt happy and of cos my bf too... I wasn't enjoyin cos i have to worried bout both of em but no one understand my feelin... When i reach saw jie, her face look black and it hurts me... I was like bf nt happy wid me and jie too and that kind of feelin make me cry ... Why muz have tis to happen??? But i wanna say is there're things out there happen beyond ppl control and of cos towards me and every one beside me la, that's really nt what i wan de and all i say tis dun mean i think i'm also right... I jus wanna say i know i'm wrong but i really dun wish that to happen de... Really wish that jie will understand me!!!I dun really meet my bf that much after since he pass for he's drivin lesson ... We hardly meet out maybe if he gt time or off will meet out 2 times a week, but if he no off will only meet out one day a week.... But there's always things happen when we meet out nt even one day we r happy de... We'll sure quarrel over somethings or things happen lor.... Really wish that there's one day i really can enjoye whole day wid him without quarrel or anythings... haiz... Writtin all tis of cos nt wan ppl to think i'm kai lian is jus that, that's e way i say out my happy or unhappy things... Hope whoever reach tis dun say i'm kai lian... Thanks....