星期四, 6月 01, 2006
Wow... haha... Guess wat i had for my lunch today??? haha... if let ping they all know they sure scold me like hell de... wahahha... (ans: MAC) So happy to have MAC for lunch sia cos they ytd dun wanna let me eat so bo bian i will have it for my lunch today lor.... hehe... Ytd went for singing lesson, singin my fav song 'LIAO JIE'... A song which will make each n every of us cry de... haiz... I was really happy that Teacher Ang say i sang well tis time and of cos happy cos i manage to learn tis song la... hahahah... Dun know y everyone in my grp mood wasnt that gd tis few weeks and of cos me also la.... But we all feel that whenever after lesson when we r bout to leave e off, we'll feel damm moody n sad... FOR NO REASON!!! haiz... Hate tis kind of feelin sia... Ytd lesson end late and of cos we back late too... Feelin damm tired of everythings, tired of thinkin, tired of solving, tired of my life and of cos tired of myself.... haiz... I feel so helpless for e past 2 mths till now, too many things happen tgt le... All e bad n gd things happen n go at e same time, i cant even have e times to breath.. Feelin lost wherever i am... Y muz things keep on happening??? Y muz i be e one who feel lost and helpless.??? I dun nd anyone to giv me any ans cos wat i believe is if me, myself cant even find e ans so wat's e point for askin ppl to giv me ans... haiz... I'm tryin my very best to put those things behind me but whenever i listen to0 'LIAO JIE', all e image will keep comin out of my mind... I promise myself to cry anymore but sometime was really damm hard... haiz... I jus wanna get everythings done only, i dun wanna any rewards frm anyone .... I jus wanna be happy and be e one i am can le... I relise after knowing everyone i had change to another ppl... And wat charles's say is right i got too many problem le... haiz... But wat to do? That's wat i am ... haiz... Is hard to change in such a short time when gd n bad things keep happenin again n again none stop... haiz... To: My frenz, I'm nt angry wid u gals, i'm jus sad y cant u all call me before u call that person??? Even if i wont pick up at least u all did giv me a miss call right?? I wont be angry or sad if i saw u gals miss call lor.... haiz... Watever happen is happen le.. I dun wish to talk bout it again and pls dun bother to tell me wat u guys chattin bout cos i'm nt interest... Thank... Hope u gals understand... Too many things happen to me le, u gals should know... So i jus wanna rest ... I'm too tired le.... If i even show faces to u gals jus let me be and bother bout me... AND of cos pls dun ask me wat happen if i look moody cos that will only make me feelin more pissed off wid u gals... Everythings will be fine soon... so NO worried kkz... Hope u gals understand me for tis time round and dun keep askin whether am i angry wid u gals cos i hate to heard all tis.... sorryForgive me for everthings i did n say... I'm jus nt who i am le... Everythings had change le.... Maybe wont be back to wat it is before le... I can only go one step by one step till i can still tk it... Sorry everyone out there... I'm regret of many things... haiz...