星期六, 5月 13, 2006
This few days my mood was damm bad dun even know wat happen myself, if i didnt put my anger at any of u pls forgive and hope u guys understand.... Now is mid-night bout 238 am yet i cant slp cos too many things on my mind... Living in a world of mine and think of y muz be there soo many things happening on me... Feelin damm tired n pissed off wid myself, what have i done wrong till so many bad things keep comin on.... Even my best close frenz also dun understand what kind of person am i yet can say those hurting words bout me... Feelin loss now !!! Things wasnt right on my way, i jus wish to hide myself in a place which no one can find n know me.... If i'm really wan she say i am, i'm willin to get away wid all e guys around me n wan tis friends back.... But i'm nt that kind of person which she think is and dun know wat make her think that too.... I was jus shocked once i heard bout all tis n of cos will feel sad den anyone else cos we know each other long ago.... No one understand how i really feel now and at tis point of time no one was there for me too.... If she already choose to leave us becos of all tis i can only say i'm damm disappointed wid her n her thinkin too.... I was tot u r best frenz in tis world but i'm wrong le.... SO many times i choose to believe u yet u keep on hurtin me again n again... But i can only say now if she still choose to come back again i will still believe her again even i know she will hurt me again cos that's i was think that frenz r damm important den anythings....IF we r true frenz nth can push us apart... Waiting for e day to come .....