星期五, 6月 09, 2006
There're so many things in tis world r nt fair and u cant expected everythings to be fair too... I jus wanna go back to how i am and dun have to worried so much le... I miss those times i am in e past and after chattin wid priss for so long i have to choose to go back to who i am.... She's right is hard to please everyone which u dun like and things that will make u sad, so y bother to do all that ?! Pleasing someone is damm tired plus there r so many out there waitin for u to please sia, how am i goin to tahan... lolz!!! And how long can i tahan? 1yr? 2yrs? I dun even knw e ans myself... All e things i choose now is nt becos of anyone or anything happen... Is just that i really feel very very tired now and is really tired le... I think is time to rest le and dun bother bout anything le... I will still cfm carry on wid my work, singing lesson n g-club for e time being... Of cos i will back to who i am only when all my things i nd to do is settle la, i'm nt that kind of person that leave things ther and go de... Beside tis and my family i dun think there r other more for me to do le and beside all tis i wont bother wid wat ppl do and say le, cos that is nt longer my problem le... NOT ANYMORE!!!! I'm tired wid all e crap my friends told me cos that is nt longer important to me now beside e things i jus say.... hahah.... Jus give me time and i will proved it i will do it man!!! Cos i really mean it tis time and i believe there will be many of my frenz out there helpin me like sihua, priss, minmin, jon, charles n etc.... hahaha.... After chattin in msn wid waiyin for tis few days i notice that we have many things alike sia.... No wonder she can be my nuer, crappin wid her make me feel happy sia... Really!!! haha... I think i have so many trouble in e past is becos i haven get to know 'DOTZ' ba... After knwing em really make my life feel wid colour and laugher... hahah... hmmm that was great sia... hahah... SO Everyone out there dun say i bully em hor... hahah... U all dun knw how much i dote on em lor... RIght gals??? hahaha...Hmmm i can really say i miss Music Garage damm much lor... hahaha... Miss all e fun i have there... But i dun know when will den i get to go dwn sia... haiz... Hope so soon!!! hahaha... hmmm of cos i miss Uncle Lee, Teacher Ang, Minsy n Alina la... hahaha.... But do everyone know who i miss most??? HAHA!!! The ans is My darling PRISS & ZHANG SHUMIN LA... hahah... I rem e last i spoke to em on e phone, e moment i heard their voice i wanted to cry le cos we r a grp but so many things happen on me but their r nt wid me ... So i'm miss em how much... I gt so many things to tell em, many till i dun know how to start and end it... I jus wish to get to c em soon... haiz... They so important to me sia... Like i jus told priss for e past few weeks i actually nt really happy wid her and she keep explainning to me sia... hahah... But i'm happy i told her all cos at least i know wat's e right ans in e end... hahah... I LOVE U GALS DAMM MUCH SIA.... hahah...-CHANGING IN PROCESS-WANNA TO BE WHO I AM-HAHAHAHAHA-