Having lots of feelin right now, feelin that make my life down... Y those who i choose to trust keep lettin me down and y they wanna betray me??? haiz... Really nth to say now, i have so many things wanna to write before i came to work but when i saw tis page i begin to ask myself wat should i say and write in my blog...! No matter wat i write or say is no longer important to others le and no one will bother bout my blog too ba...I really dun knw wat is friendship, i still rem jon's and charles's once told me before wat is friendship but wat i have go through or things which happen in me dun really match wat they told me... Y cant friendship last long as wat i tot of?? Y muz ppl out there hurtin their own friends jus to get wat they wan, will they be happy after that??? I can only say if u all wanna betray me pls dun act being gd to me in front of me cos that will only make me think that u r hypocrite.... Although i keep sayin do watever u all wan and i wont bother anymore but dwn in my heart i really mind it... haiz.. But if u all choose to do things in tis way den fine wid me, i'm jus tired of being fake to everyone, makin myself smile, makin myself look like a fool and forcing myself nt to be sad in front of everyone... I HATE IT!!!! Suddenly i miss many ppl who once being so true to me and that was e time i knw how important i am... Now everyone seen like leaving me one by one and their attitude towards me is also diff le... I'm very damm sure wat i feel now is all true and is nt i anyhow think de... Cos many things had shown me all is true... Really have to thanks DOTZ and Sihua who have been makin me laugh when i'm down tis few days although they dun knw bout it... haiz.. How i wish all of em r online now so they can make me happy again... haiz... Times will heal all pain i had or everybody had .... haiz... Jus let e times pull me out of everythings ba... After reading my blog pls dun ask me wat happen cos i dun wish to say bout it anymore... thanks everyone for ur understanding... There're so many things i like to say to my grp member...
To: J.M.P.M.P.S,
Hey gals, i knw there're so many things happen among us and i dun think all things between us had settle le... I believe there're still many unhappiness in u gals maybe towards me or maybe towards other... And of cos i dun knw whether will all tis stop or we'll end tis grp jus like that... hmmm I jus wanna say let e times show everythings ba, show us whether should we still be as a grp or we should end it... ALL e best to u gals .... If we really end it jus rem u gals r once in my heart and will be forever too... Tk care... There's no Friend forever in tis world !!!!
P/S: Jus wish that J.M.P.M.P.S will be fine and happy forever...
-LIVING IN A WORLD OF FOOL WID FRENZ DUN BE TRUE TO U-
