星期四, 7月 13, 2006
~110606~I dun feel like goin for ytd lesson de but ping say i muz go for practise cos we have no more time le, so i went over lor... Dun knw y i dun have that mood there le and dun really feel happy as before esp when i'm there... I still rem for e past few times when i'm there i will be damm crazy and love goin there lor but now e feelin r nt longer there le... PLS DUN ASK ME Y!!! Went up to charles's office wid pek choo and her frenz, no one up there beside charles's even jon also haven reach... After awhile later jon came wid minsy n alina den nt even 5 mins later ping n jun came wid dotz.... The feelin wid dotz have gone le, no longer cloz and fun le... PLS DUN SAY I THINK TOO MUCH COS NT EVEN ME THINK THAT WAY TOO... Feelin quite sad la, i tot i always e one who is cloz wid em but i'm happy for em had found ping n jun as their frenz too... Seatin alone in a coner when jon started lesson and e rest is inside e rm... I think nt many ppl knw i'm seatin there and i seat there thought out e lesson, listening to song and have many things comin out frm my mind too... And also thanks to gal who have been smsin me when i'm alone .... i have really xiang tong tis time le will nt care bout how ppl look at me or whether anyone wan me as frenz ant i will still carry on being my screw and light bulb... I'm also play a important role in music garage jus that no one kwn me yet.... hahaha... wow i felt tht i'm so clever sia... heee... OPPS! And i still believe there're no forever friends in e world and is true.... Lesson finally over le and is time for our singing practise le... OMG!!! I'm so jing zhang and cold lor and dun even knw should i stand or seat to wait for my turn sia.... But i'm e last one to sing la so at least gt time to practise wid alina 1st before i start to sing ... Suddenly my phone rang, dajie call me and say erjie is in e hospital wid caiwei jie... Dajie ask me whther have i end and can i rush dwn now to company erjie ant, so i didnt think so much and faster change wid ping which mean i'm e second to sing.... While waiting for jun to sing finish, alina was there wid when i'm practise and she really help me alots by tellin me which part i sang right and wrong... Minsy mummy was there to help me too... My turn to sing le... I'm so jing zhang lor cos have to face charles and sing le but i dun care i rather face dotz or alina when i'm singing... heeee... OPPS~ I sing damm bad sia cos my heart is nt there, jon keep teaching me e right way for many times but i still cant do it till i think he's pissed off wid me le... He cloz my file and ask me stop singin and go c my sis now... And i really left le, i was so sad when i'm goin off so i really did badly and i think jon is angry la... SORRY Everyone !!!Thanks dotz for all e cheers althought i dun sing well la... But there're somethings which i dun understand y i sing so bad but jon n charles still say i did improve le... Bt anyway thanks guys... And my sis is fine le so dun worried nia.... Thanks.... heee... I will go back hm today and keep tryin and practise till i can sing well tml okok.... heee... I will jiayou de and hope everyone jiayou too... JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!!!P/S: To those who have read my blog, pls stop sayin things which dun really come our frm ur heart cos that will only hurt me more when i realise things that u all say was diff frm wat i had seen... Action speak louder den words... Thankss..... And pls dun ask bout wat i had blog in my blog cos i wont bother to say... hope u guys understand ... thankss..... I rather to be e screw and light bulb forever... haha... ~LOVE BEING ALONE~NTH IS BETTER DEN BEING ALONE~