星期五, 8月 18, 2006
Am i wrong for getting angry when she dun allow me to follow her for lunch??? This is e second time she dun allow me to follow her le and for e 1st time i can understand but this time i cant as i'm too sad more den angry lor... Well I'm tryin to get along wid her when she say i didnt think for her when i'm out and now she's e one who went out during lunchtime without me... Dun i have e right to get angry or sad meh? I'm also human lor, human have feelin de lor... Even after i get angry and tryin to patch back yet she dun wanna pick my call or reply my sms but i still bought lunch for her... When i'm back after buying and realise she had already went out for lunch le... MORE SAD!!! SHE REALLY DUN WANNA BRING ME GO LOR!!!! FINE! Maybe i get e wrong ideal but i dun wanan care so much le i shall let all this be e past and will nv requst to follow her whenever she say she will be goin out for lunch... I shall carried on lunch in den...When i'm back someone started to say me like 'since ur sis dun wanna u to follow den dun follow la' and ' y u wanna be so lian pi hou to follow her'... WTH!!! So all along i let everyone feel that i'm 'lian pi hou' lor... Realise crying in office is damm hard lor althought i'm seatin in a coner when no one can c me but i will nv knw when ppl will walk toward me and talk to me lor... She think that when i go out nv think for her lor, pls lor i got lor... Sometime when i go out after work i will think of not goin lor cos i dun wan her to go back herself lor... To me goin hm alone is damm boring de lor, thats y i hate this feelin too... Jus that when i go out on weekend den i wont worried so much lor... Well i really dun knw wat more i can say since thats wat she think and e more i say, more ppl will sayin me back... Lets forget it la... Wait till she wan me to follow den i follow lor... No choice... Feelin much more better after writting all out in my blog and pls dun ask me wat happen as i really wish to forget it so that there wont have any more unhappiness in my memory... Shall stop all this le... No more moods to updates others le... TIRED! TIRED! TIRED!~SAD~ANGRY~TIRED~DUN KNW WHICH CAN TELL E FEELIN I'M HAVING NOW~