星期五, 9月 01, 2006
This was e second time of my updates after e competition i had on monday(280806) and it was a past to me le... Well i jus wanna let everyone knw i cried that day not becos i lose, i cry becos i really let those who had been supporting me all e way dwn tis time... I really cant forgive myself lor and till now they still worried i cant get over this but i had did it le... So Friends out there dun worried bout me le... hee heee... Everyone knw there's no fairness in competition de, no matter u r gd or bad... I knw many of my friends was so angry when they get to knw e result cos they always tot i will get in de... But i really hope all my friends r no longer pissed off bout this competition le and for those who cried after knwing e news, i like to say i'm sorry... Being able to stand on e stage and performance is really enough for me and i will not expected more to come too... Not everyone get to stand on e stage and performance to all ur friends and ppl u dun knw, really enjoy that day as i really feel like i'm once a 'half-idol' .... hahahha... Ppl always say 'spend a ten yrs of practise jus to get a min of time to performance on stage' and i really did it although i didnt took ten yrs la... hahah... I'm happy that karen, ivy and others ppl who i dun knw enjoy my performing by moving their body when i'm singing as i can feel that they enjoy my singing although wasnt that gd enough... I will still carry on to jiayou in singing and go for more competition to full-fill my dreams... hee heee... But to jjace, karen and ivy, as for super-star pls dun ask me to join la... hahha... Lets forget it ba, at least let me rest for awhile to improve my singing 1st ba... hahah... hahahah...Ya i did lose in e competition but in my life i'm a winner and all thanks to this competition too... I get all my friends which we had nt meet out for a long time like ivy, karen, maggie, jjace and many more... I can along well wid my bf, my family and of cos my dajie too... All this is enough den anythings le... And of cos everyone comfort too la... Like minsy, alina, ping, jun and of cos my Mr Superjon too... All this is enough as i dun wish to request more le, i jus wanna all this can le... I will not stop goin lesson when i had money and will not stop singing too... heee... heee.. I will always be part of Music Garage de... heee... heee... I always believe i will still get e chance to be a star de even i'm out this time... hahhaa... But i think me gap wid MS A and MS B r gettin far le... As they r my best friends of all but where r they when i really nd em more.. I'm nt blaming em i jus feelin kind of sad when they r not around to wipe off my tears... Hope they will be able to contact me soon ...Miss EM!!!!!!!!!!~FRIENDS PLS DUN BE ANGRY BOUT E COMPETITION NIA~I LOVE U GALS~