星期五, 9月 15, 2006
This few days have been busy wid work, changing blog skin and all e changes i can make in my blog lor... Finally everythings is done le and my blog is allow everyone to visit le, well speakin e truth actually i dun wish to open freely to everyone as i only allow friends who r really close to me to knw bout my new URL de... But too many ppl had asked me so i plan to give everyone lor.... SIANZ!!! HEE HEE!!!No longer allow to write wadever shit i wan in my blog freely le but if i still not happy i will still change e URL and frm den i will nv give others beside my best friends le.... hahaha... Or maybe i wont care to much bout wat ppl things bout me and write everythings out ba as now all e things r no longer important to me le... hee hee... Well i shall c how nia!! hee hee... :pSuddenly i rem wat ppl had say to me on wat kind of ppl am i and i have this strong feeling that i agree wid wat sihua had told me before... If one person started to leave u or hate u, no matter wat gd things u did or how sad u r on that day they will always find that u r trying to 'AA'... Maybe i'm not that lucky ba as in when i'm sad in some place friends around me will say that y am i bringing all my unhappiness there... And i cant blame others too cos i'm kind of person who get sad or angry easy and is HARD for me to change as this is wat i am ba... But if e same place and same person is there but e person who get moody is diff person den she/he will get a diff treatment... When she/he sad will get have ppl singing lots of song or ppl trying to do lots of funny things jus to get he/she happy and that wat i saying by being treated unfair... At 1st i dun plan to blog this out de but seen this belong to my blog i shall blog it out freely den... Too many unfair treatment i had and i will not bother to say all that out le cos no point of saying all that... I shall stand out of e circle so that no one will notice me and i dun have to bother in how e ppl look or treat me in e circle ba... I shall only came out unless ppl nd me ba cos i dun wish to be a KPO and walking around askin 'do u nd my help? i'm willing to help' .... NO POINT DOIN ALL THIS!!! All this feelin had actually gone after my competition end but came back on e same time today.... HATE ALL THIS FEELIN LOR!!! If i didnt go for e 1st chalet months back and askin sihua and meina along all this will not happen le... At e point of time i'm only there to have fun as i dun kwn anyone else beside her and all this had also end our friendship le.... All this is enough le!!! SIanZ~Shall stop all this unhappiness le... Well i like to thanks meina jie who let me fall in love with this song which u will be listening too when u visit my blog... hee hee... Thanks man... :p Hope she will not angry that i put this song in my blog nia... hee hee...This few days i'm so tired and keep having not enough slp nia... sianz... Shld have more rest frm today onwards man... hee hee... Daddy bday comin le shld started to things on wat to buy for him le although is too late la... haha... TWO MORE DAYS!!! hee hee.... okok shall stop here...~BLOG IS OPEN FOR EVERYONE TO VISIT LE~HAHAHA~WISH EVERYONE OUT THERE TO BE HAPPY~