星期二, 9月 26, 2006
This few days of my life is like shit and damm boring too... Staying at hm everyday since friday till now watching 'gong' vcd hoping to past my times fast and also letting myself not to think bout him too much too but yet e more i'm trying not to think e more i'm thinking of him.... We r not over yet jus having some problem but yet due to he's work we have no time to solve till now... I really miss him, miss he's voice, hugs and many more...Staying at hm wont be able to stop me frm thinking and becos of that i get to miss him more and more.... But gd things happen was he did pick up my call le and even call me or sms me when he goin out or lunch lor... Beside that he dun wish to talk le... Really dun knw wat he wan me to do or wat he really wan as when i ask him thru sms he also dun wanna reply me.... Sianz....230906E 1st sat that he dun wanna meet me and i was so sad and no mood in everythings too... Wake up at bout 11 to 12 plus and dajie & erjie r goin to far east for shopping and they started to ask me to go but i dun feel like goin .... In e end i still go cos i think they dun wan me stay at hm alone ba, maybe they scared i think too much ba... Well reach there bout 1 plus and we saw poster outside saying superband is having A.S at 2pm so we went up to e shop where dajie wanna shop but who knws e shop is not yet open... hee hee... We stand outside e shop to look dwn to c e superband member while waiting for e shop to open, e band jus came out not long enough finally e shop open le and we stop watching and carry on wid our shopping nia... hee hee...Hmmm saw lots of ppl who i knw there and i suddenly miss those times when we r supporting g-force but all is past le... I believe is g-force is there, each and every of us sure will be there crazy around de lor... hahah... OH MY!!! hmmm E best part was everyone who saw me will ask 'how come u r here?, is g-force here?', hello without em i cant come for shopping meh... wahahhaha... Funny le!~~While shop around and both me and erjie bout 2t-shirt each lor and is cheap la... hahaha... After that we went over to find jiefu and caiwei jie lor den seat there till bout 5 plus den we took cab back to simei to shop lor... Finally dajie bout e shirt for wedding dinner le and i get to try e shirt till i like lor and erjie say is nice on me lor but is $50 lor, so ex!!! hahaha... Will thinks bout it to c whether shld i buy ant and if yes will get it by this week ba... hahhaa... Siao la....Went back hm bout 7 plus and started to think bout him again and cant stop thinking too... Haiz so i choose to meet meina and sihua out for supper lor... Meet em at bout 10 and went back at 11 to 12am, cos they r tired le... Went back hm to carry on wid my 'gong' as is still too early for me if i'm outside wid him at that time.... Started to call him again and he still nv pick up and off he's phone too so i keep sms and calling lor... At bout 2am he call me when i was bout to send him e last msg and this time round i hang up he's call for two times and call him back in bout 15 mins later but he still nv pick up... Finally he call back le and i was thinking at e time of point when my phone is ringing on 'shld i pick up he's call which i have been waited for so long le'....... I pick up le and asking him y he nv pick my call for so many time and didnt even reply me sms or call too.... He use e tone which is normal like nth happen saying he's phone is low batt lor and i was so happy lor... hahaha...He is goin to watch movie wid he's friends and will call me back after that lor... So as i'm waiting i carry on wid my show till bout 4am he sms me saying he reach hm le den i stop watching and get up to bed and slp lor... hahaha... But i still didnt slp in e end and start calling meina and jjace, when i jjace pick up she's crying lor and i was scared by her la tot wat happen to her sia... E reason behind is becos she watching 'gong' also... hahaha... Cannot stand her la... hahaha... 240906Wake up at bout 12 plus to fold clothes and carry on wid my show once again lor... hahah... I'm crazy le... hee hee.... Watch till bout 5 plus my mum ask me whether i wanna company her to 201 and drink coffee so i say ok lor after i have done wid e disk lo... hahaha... After watching le, bath le and went over wid her lor... Look so funny cos after i had grow up my mum nv let me follow her out le till this time... hee hee... Walking around to c wat can we buy den we seat dwn for a drink and chat too, suddenly my mum say after drinking she wanna go find dardar... hahaha... Oh MY!! So we went over and she start talkin to him while i'm waiting outside lor and he told mummy we nv quarrel ... LOLZ!!! hahaha... Happy to heard that too...While went back hm after that and carry wid my show again again again... hahahaha.... Watch till 6 plus meina call and ask me whether wanna go night market ant so i say ok lor and meet em at 8 pm... Went to walk around buying foods and seat down at e stair there to chat... While when is bout time to go i told em i have to went back to night market to get foods for my family lor... Den we were walk to buy we saw chenxi lor and i wan so surprise la... hahaha... Cos didnt expect to saw him here wid he's gf... haha...250906Today was a worst day for me and everyone too cos is MONDAY BLUE... hahaha... Hmm came alone for work as dajie was on mc and i was so quite today cos i miss dar ma... hahaha... Was chatting wid kor online jus now and he ask me who is 'Lee xin' and y is he shuai lor... hahaha... Stupid le him... hahaha... Hope he wont scold me after reading my blog nia... hee hee...Chatting wid him and realise he's goin to malaysia shoppin wid he's gf and he's there to be her credit card lor, so i told him i also wan... hahaha... He say ok but muz wait till he's free, ohya i dun think will have chance as he's a busy guy lor... :p:p... hahaha... Love chattin wid kor cos he will make my day happy by tellin me those stupid things lor... hahaha...I hope everythings will be fine for me soon as hope we can solve our problem soo too... hee hee... Dun wish to carry on crying like that as is tired de and world like shit to me too lor... haiz... Although i dun knw when den things will be back but i will wait la at least now he did sms me lor... hee hee... I gt a gd news this morning when i came to work frm shiyu sayin he's get thru to e TOP 20 superstar lor... Oh MY!!! WAY TO GO MAN~!~ hahaha... He's dreams is finally come true le... hahahah... Will keep on supporting u de man!!! hahah dun worried~~ :pHmmm EG is in town today but i dun think i will go and c em due to my work ba although i'm EG siao... hahaha.... Hmmm shall carry on wid my show this few days le and things will be fine too nia... Oh ya Zhang shuping, hope everythings will be fine for u and 'HIM' hor... hahaha... I nv say he's name out hor... hahaha... :p :p Will carry on again this friday when i get to c u nia... hahahaha....~MISSING HIM LIKE HELL~LIFE WITHOUT HIM IS LIKE HELL~