星期六, 9月 23, 2006
210906Went over to dar house to celebrate his mummy bday and this time round i went over myself instead of goin wid him tgt cos somethings corp up la so bo bian.... Had my dinner when i reach there and chia jia(he's sis) and bf company me when i'm eatin lor.... Actually was that fun la cos my mood wasnt that gd but i have to chat and have fun wid he's family lor... While he was in e room chattin wid chia yao gf happily lor...Waiting for he's dad to come back and is time to cut cake as time is too late le... This was also e 1st time i went hm early as everythings wasnt goin my way la so no point stayin there too late too... Hmmm i realise that he's dad was a joker lor cos this was e 1st time i chat and have fun wid him lor, really being to like he's dad joke sia... hee hee... Hope that all this wont be too late for me too, too many of my 1st time happening ytd sia... hahaha...I think this time round maybe cant make it le as it had been two days for not replying and pick up my call le.... I really dun knw wat to do next le as i really feel lose this time cos no one will knw what will happen next le, not even me... Learning how to let go of my hand when is time too cos no point holdin on when it may not longer belong to me... hahaha... Sound so funny hor cos i dun knw how to say as no words can say out my feelin now...No matter how sad am i also no one will bother le cos all that can only blame myself for everythings lor.... Sianz!!! Whenever i think of him i will feel like crying as i really miss although i jus get to c him ytd but.............. Maybe i shouldnt miss him since he dun bother bout me ba but words is always easy tat saying lor... Aiyo really dun knw wat am i saying la... wahahhaha... Hope everythings will be fine soon la.... hahhahaa...220906Today i'm on leave and i'm wasting my leave staying at hm for e whole day watching 'goong' and helpin daddy to go opps and buy things only.. Is true tat staying at hm alone will think of him so i choose to follow erjie back to her house to let me have more things to do by helping her to look after e kids lor... But who knws i'm here updating my blog sia... hahahha....He finally pick up my call le but there're nth for us to talk bout so i hang up not long later... I really miss him, missin he's voice, missing he's hug whenever i'm crying but now whenever i cry i can only hug my pillow and not him.. hahhaha.... Pillow also not bad la at least it will always be there when i nd it.... hee hee....Thanks maggie for ur msg send it to me ytd although i dun knw how come u knw when i didnt even say out to anyone at all... Really thanks u gals la for knwing me well la.. hahaha.... Love u everyone sia... Shall stop here cos i dun knw wat more to update le...~MISSING HIM EVERY HR, EVERY MIN, EVERY SECOND~~~