星期二, 11月 21, 2006
Wasn't in a gd mood today la as somethings happen today morning nia but hope my mood will be fine soon nia... Well i plan to be alone today, havin lunch alone and go hm alone, suddenly dun feel like goin anywhere wid anyone le... hahaa... Dun knw y too... Jie knw wat happen and call me on e spot lor and i didnt tot of cryin as i did went to toilet to let everything off le but dun knw when i get to hear her voice i start cryin again la... hahaha... Wow lau really cant tahan me la, a bit a bit cry jus like crybaby sia... hahaha... Actually i did told myself i cant cry cos i'm workin ma and plus i have to learn to tk it by now la... Who knws my tears jus cant listen to wat i say and drop it out on its own lor... WTH~~ Den when i call coco jie and here i started cryin again till eddie kor kor also knw lor... SHIT~ Shall stop thinking and my tears will stop on e same time too la... Without dajie around i muz be strong and stop those stupid tears frm droppin dwn nia... 1st time felt that i'm useless sia and really hate myself today la by makin myself like a fool la... hahaha... WOW~~~ Okok i'm fine le and everything will be fine too so jie u dun worried too much kkz... hahaha... I will fine till u r back to spore la... hahaha... I will proved it to u nia... hahaah... :pP/S: I really dun knw wat happen jus now but i'm sorry mama for makin u angry jus now... Hope u will forgive me no matter wat happen~~~MISSIN DAJIE~HOW I WISH I CAN GO KL~